Too funny. Someone sent me a message telling me that on some various message boards somewhere , people were/are discussing whether or not I am retired because apparently someone just said I was……as if this is somehow new news? LOL.
Let me clarify this for everyone. YES folks…..I have BEEN retired for YEEEARS from 90% of this industry. I stopped making “B” movies 11 years ago. They were released after that but I stopped making them several years prior. I stopped doing photo shoots for other people (meaning other than for myself and my own website/business) 8 years ago. I will no longer have a pay site in a few months (4 or 5 approx). I still do cam shows from time to time on
and more private one on one shows at
but….honestly I am just mainly busy with my other career these days.
I went back to school years ago and have been very busy with that. That’s been done for quite some time now and I have just been focused more on that part of my life and my future. There are only so many hours in the day and it just is what it is.
Given all that has happened over the last 9 years with my stalker and tormentor….I have gone to great lengths to disappear from the public eye and this industry. In this internet age and the fact that the law has far from caught up with technology….I just got really fed up with all of the dark energy/trolls that it attracts and makes it easier for them to invade us girls lives. It’s not worth it to me. I love my other career. I love the people in my life. I enjoy my now (for the most part) anonymity when walking down the street or at the store etc. I never ever had any desire to do B movies in the first place. I did a few of them many years ago and didn’t like it. I did a few more ( Busty Cops) 12-13 years ago for a friend who was one of the producers…and I really only did them for her. When I started in this biz I shot actually film pictures with really professional photographers for actual paper magazines. The internet was not a “thing” like it is today. Our privacy was not invaded. The money was great. Now it’s just a different place and it doesn’t interest me at all. The things these girls do for a damn dollar now is beyond me. They have such little value in themselves and the market reflects that same low value for it’s female “talent” due to it’s over-saturation full of girls willing to do so much for so little. That combined with the pirates and thieves all over the web, the 2 main stalkers/tormentors that have made my life a living hell for 9+ yrs , the fact that I actually value myself/my privacy in my “real life” and want no part of any of that bullshit coming into it, is EXACTLY why I have been 90% retired from all aspects of this whole industry for many years now. You guys are apparently just now figuring that out. LOL. Hell people are coming to me about films and videos I shot 9-10 years ago and just now seeing them and thinking they’re new? Clearly they haven’t been a member or nikkinova.com or they would know better. Nope. They’re just now seeing stolen stuff on some bullshit pirate site or file trading site or some other form of thievery based site and thinking it’s new, or simply not realizing how long ago it was actually shot.
As for those wondering why I didn’t “announce” it…..??? Well honeslty…I mean…why would I ? Given the reasons for my choosing to retire years ago and the fact that I am trying to avoid the spotlight/attention and like to keep the details of my real life private……what would the point of announcing it be? It would just draw more attention to me that I do not want. I think maybe by me explaining it from that perspective is the best way to help you understand why I never did any kind of formal “announcement”. It’s not a lack of respect for my fans so please don’t take it as such. It’s just that for all of the good fans out there, there are also some very dark ones that are not “fans” so much but instead psychotic/obsessed/evil/stalkers/tormentors that genuinely mean harm and have proven it time and time again over the years. So again it is not a lack of respect for my fans that I didn’t make some formal “announcement” years ago when I retired from most aspects of this biz, but more of a genuine respect for myself, my day to day real life and the people in it, my loved ones/family, friends, relationship etc that I thought it best to just keep strangers out of my personal life and choices or the reason behind those choices.
I will still be camming from time to time at the links mentioned above and that’s why I say I am only 90% retired but there will come a day when that stops too…..and just FYI, there will be “announcement” for that either. lol. One day I simply just won’t be coming back on cam. That is most likely years from now…but who knows.
As far as my pay site (nikkinova.com) closing it’s doors some time within the next 5 months…well…as most of you know it hasn’t been updating regularly for a while. I was under contract for years with a wonderful business partner Buzz Aziani and his company Nomad Media. That is coming to a close soon. Buzz and his wife Rachel Aziani have been more than just “business partners”. They have been true friends who have supported me on and off camera. Buzz has known what I have been through with these asshole stalkers for years now and has had my back at every turn. He also knows what changes I have been actively making to my life path/career and kept it all private and supported me in that as well. He knows how busy I have been with school over these last years and with all of the necessary steps I have taken for those career changes and has just said to me
” You know what Nikki don’t even worry about the website for the rest of our time together. I get it. Do what you have to do and when it comes time to shut it down just let me know how and when you want to do it and we will make sure it goes smoothly”.
A lot of the content that he shot of me specifically will still be available on his website. My years and years of content will be available on nikkinova.com still but it will be a free website and as such it will be accessible to anyone at any age. That means no nudity folks. The naughty bits will have to be censored and the nude vidoes will be gone. Just a few candid or edited videos will remain. That won’t take place for months though so you still have some time to enjoy those with any current memberships.
Hope that helps answer any and all questions you guys might have…..and I wish you all a wonderful day/week/month/year etc….
I no longer have access to my website email address so you guys can either tweet me at
or my public facebook at:
or a private message at one of the cam links I gave you in the beginning of this blog entry.