Ok so all of us people in this business , or in any business dealing with a public persona for that matter, have a lot of emails, letters and other forms of “fan” communication coming at them. Most of it is fairly superficial and in all fairness how could it not be right? I mean this is a business based on the outer appearance and it’s not like most people that would be categorized as  “fan” would know too much about the real person. There are a precious few people that could be considered a fan that have become more like internet friends that lived in a different state. Ocassionaly I get a message or a moment that captures my heart in a way that means a great deal to me. Last week I received the following email from one of those precious few people. Ricky is the very talented, wonderful and kind person who creates a lot of the graphics on pictures, screensavers, banners etc. just as a kind gesture. We have developed a kind of a friendship over the past year or so and I got the warmest message from him that I just have to share. It is copied and pasted below

xo

Nikki Nova

Happy Valentines Day everyone!!! Today is a celebration of LOVE. There is NOTHING more important in life than love. NOTHING! There is ALL KINDS of love however. Family, friends, pets …and yes of course…relationships. Even if you have none of the above…you can give yourself some love today. You can be extravagant and indulge in a spa and dinner etc…or…you can just shut everything off and order food and watch movies and sleep etc. Bottom line is that there is ALWAYS a way to celebrate love day…even if you are single….xo

Wow. This past week has been INSANE. I was in court all week and preparing each night, working with a private investigator, squeezing in a dentist visit and that was just the first 4 days. Then Friday came. Friday started out with the most INSANE family crap from a family that I purposefully live 2500 miles away from because 95% of my family is absolutely NUTS! I have just had to wash my hands of most of them because they are just so freakin’ unhealthy. That escalated on Friday and I finally had to just turn off my phone BECAUSE I had to go into the FBI building. Yes I am serious. They don’t allow cell phones inside that FBI building for obvious reasons haha. Whew…what a day! It’s now Saturday and I have not slept a wink! I will be shuttig off my phones all weekend and catching up on work and trying to regroup and hopfully at some point get some rest? hahaha

Ok so all this week I am in court…except for today. Today..I am at the dentist and at the state health care offices applying for different programs. This is a shit week for me. hahaha. I have bee so crazy busy and I haven’t been able to post too much in my diary or on my blog. This weekend will mark the end of that. The cams should be back up and working properly from the server switchover too. Woohoo! Oh yes…AND the winner of the win a date contest will be announced. awwww shit! haha

This week has been the busiest week EVER and it still is. I feel like I am in the twilight zone a bit. Perhaps I am losing it. No…um..it really is everyone around me haha. I just got home and my redneck neighbors are drunk and listening to techno and trying to dance to it. Someone needs to remind them that that’s just wrong and possibly scarring to any small children in the area. hahaha

I know I know. I haven’t written on my blog in a little bit. I have been SUPER fuckin swamped with legal crap. For those of you that haven’t been watching the news I would love to post a link to the various news segments that I have been in lately BUT it is something thtat I am really tired of putting my energy into. Right now I just want to think about something else! haha. Here’s a few pics from a recent update on my site. It is Sunday today and I am doing some stuff around the house today. Working out, deep conditioning my hair while working on my computer. I am working on future updates and then writing an article for another publication. I have been putting more into my writing lately. Most people that know me know that I love to write and paint. Writing first and painting second. Writing is my first love because it doesn’t take as long and I can be fairly impatient when it comes to getting things done. This is a major reason as to why I never finish my paintings actually hahaha. I ALWAYS finish my written projects however.  This whole weekend has been a really mellow one so far. Yesterday I went to my friends son’s very 1st birthday ever. Ah yes…the one year old birthday party. Cake on the face. Pics of the baby with cake on the face etc and so on. It went until 11 pm though. Didn’t think a 1 year old could hang and party like that. hahaha. Well back to my work….

xoxxoxox

Hey everyone! I know you are probably wondering what’s up with the win a date w/ Nikki contest. Well as you know we moved servers a few weeks ago. For the past almost 3 weeks now I, I have not been able to axcess contest @nikkinova . com . I can send the questions out but can’t axcess the inbox to see anyones answers. This is why I haven’t sent the last 3 questions out. Due to this unforeseen problem, the contest will be extended until February. The questions should be going out shortly and I appreciate your patience and participation….xoxoxox
Nikki Nova

I’ve been crazy busy with things this past week. I was in Vegas for AVN for part of it. I stayed with one of my best friends Jennifer and had a great time while getting a LOT of work done all at the same time.  I think I have finally caught up on sleep but I wouldn’t say that I am back to normal yet. hahaha. Anyway…here are some funny pics from the trip. There’s better much more inside the members are of my site. Here’s a taste for now though.

xoxoxoxox

Thanks you everyone for the fantastic emails, messages and posts wishing me a Happy Birthday !  I had a really nice evening with some of my best friends last night. We had dinner, shopped for lingere and then out for desert and drinks. It was wonderful. The pics in this email were sent to me by a couple different friends. Thank you Ricky and Lombard!

Love and Light,

xoxo

Nikki Nova

‘Tis a new week. This is a REALLY big and crazy week for me. I’m ready to just take it on with open arms and get it over with already. My birthday is tomorrow. My big court battle is going on. One of my best friends is visiting. My grandma is doing her last round of Chemotherapy and I’m in production on a TV project I am co-producing. Ah yes…and of course my cam work, my site and all of my shooting. Can you say holy shit?! hahahah