It is Tuesday morning. My good friend and fellow model…miss Jelena Jensen fly in town last night and stayed at my place. She will be in town all week. We are shooting for our sites tomorrow and my reality tv project the rest of the week. This is already such a fun work week. It’s nice to have such a cool girl to work with. They certainly are not all as cool as Jelena. Not even close!

The past couple of days have been a little nuts and stressful. I am not really sure why…but I woke up today feeling really good. I have some great friends. I really do. There’s a particular relationship in my life with one of my “friends” that is probably coming to an end. I was so upset for so long…until my friends came around. They basically help a mirror up to my situation and showed me how rediculous some of the things that I have put up with really are. I don’t know what will happen…but I DO know this. Everything in life is temporary….the good…AND the bad. We are all just passing through. Based on that alone…we all..as people need to make sure that we are surrounding oursleves with as much positive, healthy people as we can. Quality of life is more important than anything. I am looking forward to today and I am looking forward to the live chat with my website members tonight!  I hope you are all having a GREAT Thursday! xoxoxox

Ok…Happy St. Patty’s Day to all of you Irish folks , part Irish folks…and of course those of you just looking for an excuse to drink and have fun.  Now tomorrow when you are all hungover and call in sick to work…and there are many of you …hahaha. Tomorrow when you’re at home feeling like shit, I hope you have some good stories to share from the night before. I want to hear them. I remember a few years back My friend Roxy and I went out to celebrate on St Patty’s day. We went to this area of town where you just kind of walk from bar to bar and there were a couple cops on horses in the area. Roxy  has ridden horses since she was a kid and even rode for the state of Arizona on ESPN. She was really drunk and I was just trying to get her to the car. Did she co-operate? no. Did she listen?…NO. What she DID do …was go UP TO THE COP ..on his horse and proceed to tell him that she could ride WAY BETTER than he could and told him to get off of his forse and she would show him. Believe it or not she didn’t get arrested. I patched things over,apologized and proceeded to swear that she wasn’t driving. That is the short version. There is slot I’m leaving out…but  it’s already mid afternoon and I have loterry tickets to buy and green stuff to put on hahaha. There is a voyeur cam all afternoon and evening tomorrow at my house for you website members. There is also a regular live cam show with chat on Thursday. I expect stories people! Now go out and create them. hahahaha

The following is a post that I made earlier today on my myspace page but I copied and pasted it here because I want to post it EVERYWHERE.  Please read it and keep the energy flowing! xoxo

—————– Bulletin Message —————–
From: Nikki Nova
To:
Date: Mar 16, 2009 11:07 AM
Subject: Slow it down..and light it up!

Ok so..I woke up today in a good mood and full of energy. I was ready to face the day. I have a mountain of tasks on my plate and my world is INSANE for the next couple of months. I mean I-N-S-A-N-E!!!! I was ready for it all though. I can deal with trying to handle the job of 10 people by myself. I am strong that way. I can NOT deal with what has come at me so far today however. I have bene so busy that I haven’t had the chance to even go through my mail. Today my internet was cut off. My whole entire work life if based on the net. I quickly went and took care of it and its all back on obviously since I am posting this bulletin. I sat down and started going through my mail after that and I got a lovely little letter from the IRS.The IRS came at me about 5000 miles and hour along with about a thousand other things. My friend that is/was suppsed to be helping me out a part time personal assistant is having her world shaken up like crazy too…so..she isn’t showing up today or probably at all over the next couple of weeks. I completely understand. I just hate the timing. I am about to go to the matresses in a big way over the next 40 days. Mark your calendars. I am going into a serious cocoon of focussed magic. My spritual friends know what I mean when I say that. I know that right now there are so many people going through so much stress during these times that we are in right now. It’s so much easier with the arny of friends and loved ones. I extend that to you…to anyone that is having a hellish day also. As silly as it may sound….since I am at my computer so much with work…I take litle mental vacations for myself. Those are just a few minutes here and there to write in my daily diary on my website….or here on myspace ..and even on Facebook. Of course the more personal stuff is on my site but never the less..it all helps. It feels good to connect with people that I am far away from. I have become friends with quite a few people on my website that I would never have known otherwise and you know what? It’s awesome. In a world where so many have become hardened, self invloved, overwhelmed and fractionalized…it is so spectacular when the great ones come into our worlds. To everyone with the light inside of them…let it shine!

Love and light to you

xoxo

Nikki Nova

Ever since I got back from LA I have been working my ass off like crazy. Just before I left LA I watched a movie with one of my closest friends. It was Religulous by Bill Mayer. Greatest fucking movie EVER! You have NO IDEA how loudly this resonates with me. It’s as if he climbed inside of my head and bonded with me through film. hahaha I know that sounds cheesy and dramatic but I don’t care. If you have not seen this movie yet…DO IT!!! Go rent it at your local Blockbuster or Netflix or wherever.  JUST WATCH IT!!!!

Ok so I have been sick as Hell the past several days so I haven’t been posting. I am feeling SO MUCH BETTER today. I have my appetite back in a  BIG way. I want pizza and sushi and beer with my box of girl scout cookies after. I know. I sound stoned or something with those cravings…but no….I’m just famished from not being able to eat for so long. My body is still pretty achey so if I could get a deep tissue massage WHILE pigging out…that would just be so perfect hahaha. Hey…a girl can dream dammit. There’s a hot new photset  going up later today on the site and there’s a live chat tomorrow. See you there! xoxo