Needless to say yesterday was a very sad and tragic day. @ deaths of two pop icons of our time. I did not post on my blog yesterday. I was watching the 20/20 special yesterday evening when they looked back on each of their lives and was truly sad. Today I woke up and the sun is shining bright and I actually got some GREAT rest last night which you all know is rare for me with my insomnia issues. I know that after every death there is ofetn a rebirth and I am trying to see today as a new beginning. You know I am always trying to stay as positive and pass on as much positive as I can. I am about to go workout and then tan and then come home and getmyself all showered and polished and looking good for my afternoon and evening taking Niteflirt calls but ALSO my voyeur cam will be running all afternoon and evening on my site for you wonderful members of mine! Mwah! kisses! xoxoxoxxoxo

Ok so Quest came to my home this morning and it took a couple of hours to fix the issue BUT it IS fixed. I can get back on the Niteflirt lines this afternoon after all of my other errands and taks are done and I will be on EVERYDAY for the next 4 days. That’s WED, THURS, FRIDAY and SATURDAY that I will be on if anyone wants some one on one time before I leave town for a bit. Its great that my hpne lines are working again..but now other wierd shit is happening. Those of you who are sending me follower request to my twitter page….I really AM approving you to follow me. As of today however …when I approve people…it doesn;t show them as approved. They are still showing up as follower requests. I went to the support page to write to them and it had me put in my account email and passowrd. When I did that it told me my account does not exhist?! WTF? I swear I hate technology sometimes. Has anyone else here had problems like this with Twitter? Got any advice? If so please send me a private message on the feature within my site.

Happy Fathers day to all you daddy’s, and all of you who have daddy’s. In a way…I guess I could also say Happy Mother Fuckers Day hahaha. Think about it.
xoxo

last nights cam show was fun. It was live from my bath tub and we really had a great , fun crowd. I made the water way too hot though. Note to self…kee it warm ..not scalding for cam shows hahaah. I am off to get my truck worked on today and then run some errans and then back on here tonight to work on my site. TONS of updates to work on. TONS !!! Thank god one of my favorite members Blu was so thoughtful as to send me a cooling pad for my laptop. I am such a dork I had never even heard of one. I DEFINITELY need one as long as I leave it on for my voyeur cam days where it just runs and runs and you members get to watch me in my house doing …whatever. It’s so perfect that it arrived yesterday. I just have to go pick it up today for my voyeur cam show TOMORROW!!! Talk about your perfect timing!!!

Ok  every now and then …as women…our boobs get swollen and ache. It looks fucking GREAT but it hurts hahaha. I am definitely having one of those days! I have a live cam show tonight for my members anf THANK GOD it’s a bath tub show so I can relax my boobs in the hot soapy water. Ahhhhhh

Today is Tuesday and I am up early and ready to go workout and face a very long day of working on niteflirt and on updates for my site. This pic is funny to me because it’s from an old set from when I had only been shooting for about a year or so. There’s ALWAYS new, exclusive stuff on my site but there’s also archive stuff like this. It’s wierd to me to look back sometimes…but cool.

ok so forst of all that little baby dove I rescued is doing great. I am just oh so happy about tat whole experience. he is living in a nest on my back patio that was built on one of my speakers to my out door system. I will not be turning the music on until the nest has been vacated hahaha. Ok so I got up today and have a shitload of appts and errands ALL day. I was going through my schedule on my calendar on my cell and was VERY confused. I have not been sleeping for shit these past 2 weeks due to legal crap and a buttload of stress that I am under. This means that I have not been running on all cilinders because of he lack of sleep. I looked at my phone calendar on the to do list for today and one of the things confused the shit ou of me. It said “tranny reschedule”. What the FUCK? It honestly was like HOURS later when I was driving to my facialist for a skin treatment and I was sitting in traffic and then it FINALLY came back to me. I had  transmission service scheduled and abbreviated transmission with “tranny”. Um…yes..I needed to re-schedule it from the 15th to the 19th. Duh. hahahahahahahahah

I found the digital camera that was missing. Woohoooo!!!! I also saved a baby dove that had left the nest too soon.  I noticed it yesterday late morning on my back patio. It was still out there last night when I went to bed. It wasn’t hurt. It was just hopping around. I woke up and went outside to check it and it was still on the ground…but then it was in the grass all wet from my sprinklers. I put gloves on and picked it u and placed it back in the nest. The thing is…I don’t see the parents that were in that nest anymore. I have watched a whole bunch of other birds that live in the trees in my back yard all taking turns tending to it. It is the collest and cutest thing ever! For the record…if you EVER find a baby bird and are affraid to touch it because of that old wives tale that we were all told…you know how you aren’t supposed to touch it because the parents won’t acknowledge it anymore. That’s not true. I spent the morning on th ephone with the wildlife hotline in my area and they told me that is NOT TRUE! They said that the ONLY birds that have a sense of smell is vultures so unless its a baby vulture…touch it. Rescue it.  It’s all good.  Ok …moving on. Last nights live chat on my site was fun. The voyeur cam was lots of fun. I had fun interracting with you guys.The update that went up today has been getting rave reviews. There is a funny candid update going up tomorrow. I think you will be VERY suprised by it! hahahaha

Ok…I can’t find my digital camera ANYWHERE.  I am spending tonight cleaning and organizing my house as I search high and low for it. I have pics on it that I need to upload onto my computer for my candid updates…plus….I just want to know where the fucker is. I mean come on. Where in the HELL could I have put it? My clothes that I have been wearing lately are too small, tight and summer-ish  for it to be hiding in a pocket. That would be impossible actually. It’s not in my purse. It’s not anywhere in my office , kithcen, bathrooms, closet, living room,guest rooms. WTF?  I guess this is karmas way of forcing me to clean my house and get organized. I do work better with a fire under my ass. I totally lack self discipline. I need a personal assistant to make me work harder and stay on track. Ok…off to clean and look for the thing. Dammit!